Happy Thanksgiving...or whatever

I have the Turkey Blues....everyone , it seems has babies to babble about, new things going on in their homes, lots of Halloween pics to share ...and we are stuck schleping down 2 1/2 hours to the crazy Kitten farm my parent's are running out of their back yard, dragging our poor aging yellow lab and our tiny kitten with us. Our dog, who I really feel like is my child, is getting ready to cross to the Rainbow Bridge soon, it seems..and I am beside myself with grief. Just when I need the most comfort, the most comforting creature ever is about to leave me. I can't bear to see him suffer, yet I can't bear to let him go.....Back in September, he bit me, out of pain and confusion, in his 13 year old muddled brain, and I had a severed nerve in my right hand and damage to my tendon , as well. Not good news for the Right handed, health car/crafty/ do it yourselfer that I am.
Devastating, actually....then I had surgery....which has accounted for the weeks of no blog entries. I could type after my cast came off, but I had nothing to say. Hurting my back in September, the having the "dog accident" really made me take a TTC break, which I probably needed, anyway. So after 3 weeks of back therapy, stitches in my hand, antibiotics and Percocet..and a nerve transfer, who can blame me for being cranky? What I had to say, no one really wanted to hear anyway. Really. Who wants to listen to a psycho baby crazed cripple bitch about all the crap she's going thru.
Really. NOBODY wants to hear it, most especially my family and friends. AND that, dear bloggers, is something I have not figured out how to swallow. Hence, my Turkey Blues. Nothing good to say, so say nothing. Or be sarcastic, which is inherently more fun, anyway.
During my "break" I tried to de-stress, work less and eat better, tried to take my vitamins, and my walk each day, cut back on the Java habit, and pray more and eat less.
Still not pregnant. Still fat. Still Stressed. Oh ,Shit! And working, less, means not so rich anymore, either. But the good news is ...wait a minute...I'll think of something...I'll have to get back to you on that....